October 2011
So… Im coming back to texas in a week or so… Not for the best circumstances however.
A good good friend of mine, Natalie, passed away a few days ago. No real reason, no foul play, nothing. Found amoungst her open books.
I was supposed to see her a month ago when i was there last but it never happened… And i hate myself for that. Im not supposed to be writing this, we arent meant to deal with this right now, we are too young to die…
My dad called me, his voice wasnt that of my father. It was empty and hollow and i never want to hear it again. I broke down on set… I couldnt handle it. I cant handle it.
Dammit
I miss you Natalie. Be well, never forget that we all love you and will never forget you…
We arent meant to deal with this shit right now. God, we are all too young to die…
Dammit….
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Nantes by Beirut
This song has been on repeat for the past month… So great.
“you don’t know me. you don’t know anything about me. you don’t know what i’m made of or just how much i’m capable of. you don’t know where i’ve come from, nor where i’m heading. you know nothing of my highs or my lows. you don’t know how fast i am. how strong i am. how resilient i am. you haven’t got a clue what breakfast cereal i eat. what fragrance i wear, or who i’m dating. you don’t even know my name. but you will.”
—(via whisperedsighs)
Hello lady gaga.
We meet again.