So… Im coming back to texas in a week or so… Not for the best circumstances however.
A good good friend of mine, Natalie, passed away a few days ago. No real reason, no foul play, nothing. Found amoungst her open books.
I was supposed to see her a month ago when i was there last but it never happened… And i hate myself for that. Im not supposed to be writing this, we arent meant to deal with this right now, we are too young to die…
My dad called me, his voice wasnt that of my father. It was empty and hollow and i never want to hear it again. I broke down on set… I couldnt handle it. I cant handle it.
I miss you Natalie. Be well, never forget that we all love you and will never forget you…
We arent meant to deal with this shit right now. God, we are all too young to die…
Hello lady gaga.
We meet again.